On the Verge of Disaster

Sometimes I really love my crazy busy life. Sometimes I just want to scream about it though...

When I'm not in class, I'm working. And when I'm not working I'm supposed to be studying or reading or working on an assigment of some sort...but I have no desire to do any of these things. I have lost all interest in anything. I find it hard to get out of bed each day...

My room is an utter disaster, seriously, it's disgusting...but I can't bring myself to clean it.

My homework is piling up and my reading is up to my eyeballs now...but I keep pretending it doesn't exist and hoping it will go away. I have a midterm on Tuesday that I'm fairly certain I'm going to completely bomb.

My job is great, I love my co-workers, I love the customers, I don't even mind the work...but I'm exhausted by the crazy schedule.

If I don't go to work I can't go to school, if I don't go to school, I need to work more. I have no time for a social life, and it's what I need desperately. I have no money because of my credit card bill, and I have my credit card bill because I have no money. I need sleep, but my schedule is so crazy I can't get a consistent sleep schedule.

All I want to do is crawl into bed and sleep for a week...maybe broken up with some chocolate and some crying.